the world won't stop for you

Everytime I walk alone it's my habit to observe what is going on around me. It's just nice to look at all the things that my eyes can see especially people whom i used to pass by. I look at them wondering if they are feeling the same way as i do or simply thinking of what's going on inside their minds.. Hahaha.. so weird though but it's something i always do..

I observe a lot and i enjoy doing it. It makes me think almost about everything. One day while i was walking along Makati I saw a lot of people just passing by me. Some of them walks faster than i do, others run as fast as they could to come to work on time, some of them was telling stories with their friends, some let their eyes meet mine for a second, others are walking with their ipods on their ears and don't care at all while others are walking alone just like me..

I was not feeling ok at that moment I got lots of things in mind and I dont know what to do with life and by just looking at people I suddenly realized that the world won't stop turning and the time won't stop running for me. Everything is moving and I cant tell the world to stop simply because I am not doing fine.
At that point i thought of myself.. I know I should learn to go with the flow, i need to do the things that i should be doing, I need to move my feet from where i am, I need to act normal as if everything is fine. I need to do all of those things for myself because time is running and I know that i wont be staying from that particular moment. Everything is going to end whether it is good or bad.

The world is a place where I used to stay and it wont stop turning. There are other people living on earth and I am not the only one in here. Time wont stop running either because others also need it. Time is time and it is your life and my life.
It is the best healer and comforter. It's either good or bad but whatever it gives I know its always right thing for me.

There's nothing you or I can do about it. Now i learned to enjoy and accept whatever it brings me..

this day

what's so significant about this day?



NOTHING!!!

it was like any ordinary day

but the good thing though is that..

I'M STILL ALIVE!!

just thanking GOD for my life..:))

day dreaming

While i was working with my project in the office a lot of things went inside my head..

i was searching for culinary experts to invite for the upcoming forum for our client. i was browsing the internet and I saw some of the most famous chefs in the country.

I was dreaming to meet them in person. I want to have a face-to-face discussion and demonstration with them. As much as i wanted to have a taste of their specialties and they will cook and bake for me I know that will always remain as a dream.. hahaah!

well.. just hoping to make friends with them and have a share of their delicious specialties..


yyyuuuummmmm!!!! craving for some good foods..;)

Freaky Thursday

Everyday since i got the job I become the earliest bird among my officemates.
My boss already gave me the keys to open the office in the morning.
It was Thursday (Feb.4,2010) I got in the office at around 8:10 in the morning.
i did all the usual stuff.. i opened the aircon, i switch on the lights, I opened my computer, i opened the internet and all..

When i finished turning all of them on I sat infront of my computer. I was checking my mail and my facebook account and it was so quiet. Til i heard a soft voice calling my name. wwwwwaaaahhhhh!!!! No one is in the office except me. I picked up my cellphone and went out of the office. wwhhheewww!!! that was freakkyyy!! It was a voice of a woman who called me. I was thinking to leave the building first and go somewhere else but i left the key inside. I dont know what to do.. I was just outside the door catching my breathe. After a while I opened the office again.. I was hoping not to see anyone inside.. i left the door open so i can ran quickly if something happens again.. I was facing my fears at that moment.. I need to get the keys from my bag so i can ran away.. it took me 10-20 seconds inside.. finally i got the keys and I locked the office.. While i was walking away I saw my officemate coming.. I told him what happened.. He was just laughing at me... We went inside the office.. after a while he told me he'll be going to the comfort room.. oh well.. I went out of the office again and wait for a while til he comes back.. that was so close.. I had goosebumps i swear!! i told myself from that moment that i will never come to the office alone again..

that was SSSOOOOOOOOO FFRREEEAAAKKYYY!!!!