Final Round. Fight!

Well I guess this is the final round,
Where the two of us are now lying on the ground.
Tired of this long recurring match,
Seems undefeated but now we're back from scratch.

I was then excited to have this battle,
As you can see everything is so subtle.
Every movement in this ring has its phase,
And its getting slower and slower in our case.

It feels great to prove all our worth,
With all the tears, pain and hurt,
Until it came to a unanimous decision,
To carry the burden of this condition.

We have loosen the urge to fight,
To fight for this relationship with all our might.
I have come to my defeat... our defeat.
And this is somehow my final retreat.

-yin-
12/5/16

NOT THAT EASY

There's no other way to say it,
But to write it in words,
Since this is the only chance,
You would listen to what I have to say.

I see you exactly from where I am,
But you're too far to reach,
I see how you do things clearly,
But it's too distant to feel.

I must say I miss you,
But that's just it,
I guess you haven't felt it that way,
or maybe you just ignored it anyway.

I've been longing to see you,
I've been wanting to be with you,
to hug you and kiss you,
But things seems to be so much for you.

I did my best not to cross the borderline,
Yet still struggling to hold back,
It's really not that easy man,
Especially that I know you'll never be mine...

SPACE

Can I just have this moment,
Cause there's a feeling of sentiment,
Can't even get you out of my head,
And there's this emptiness until I get to bed.

I just want to hear you say "Hi!"
And won't let you speak the word goodbye,
It's been a while since I last seen your face,
And been hating this so-called "space".

I miss how those eyes look at me,
It shows how you've been wanting me.
It captures my soul entirely,
And would love to have you exclusively.

If only you would know how it feels,
How this "missing you" really kills,
But what can I do to have you?
If we both know it isn't due...

YOU PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE

We met unexpectedly,
at an event where we work hardly,
We began to talk so lightly
And that's the first time you put a smile on my face so dearly.

The second time wasn't bad either,
at the same event a month after,
had a chance to talk with you in any case,
Surprisingly, you got to put a smile again on my face.

We started talking for seconds,
We then became amazingly good friends,
And started going out for a while.
Then I realized, you put a smile on my face with your style.

Tonight as I look back on those smiles,
I see clearly how we need to part a hundred miles,
And it's just the way I think it should be,
Until I get those smiles truly back in front of me.

STILL YOU.

I guess there will always be times like this,

When I get too easily depress,

Laying in bed feeling the cold breeze,

As my heart is starting to freeze.

There are times when I wanted to see you,

To hug you and be beside you,

Moments that I wished to hear your voice,

Whispering that I was your only choice.

It’s been moths and I must admit

That I cant lie to myself even just a bit

I miss you and it’s terribly true.

I’m afraid if you’re feeling the same way too.

I did everything to cover up what’s inside.

All these tears hoping to subside,

And let each day to finally end

Until I get to hold you and have forever with you to spend.

-yin-

11.9.13

Ramdom

okay.
Haven't been here for a while.
I miss writing.
whatever my mind has to say.

what would it be?
I don't know.
why?
I got no clue.

ideas.
emotions.
observations.
opinions.

about what?
a lot.
people, place,time.
ALL OF THESE.

-tinignimaria-

TARANTACIOUS!

Meron na lamang ako isang araw pa

Upang Makita at makasama ka

Ewan ko, pero tila ako’y natataranta

Sa natitirang oras ng pagsinta.

Hindi naman ito ang katapusan

Pagpasenyahan mo na’t hindi ko maiwasan

ang mga bagay na tumatakbo sa aking isipan

na talagang walang katapusan.

Hindi lang talaga ako sanay

Na sayo mahal ay mahiwalay

Gustong gusto kitang pigilan

Ngunit alam natin na ito ay kailangan.

Para sa’yo, sa akin,

Sa mga pangarap natin

Isang hakbang upang lahat ay matupad

Kahit san lugar man tayo mapadpad.

3/3/13

-YIN-