my last day of work

This is my last day of work in the office.
one chapter of my life has ended but i'll be
having my second job on Monday and i'm so
excited..

It was good to know them, but I cannot continue
my life into something that I am not happy doing it.
Hope my second job could give me the happiness
that i'm looking for..

Just so excited to work in a new environment
and meet new people..

thank you for my previous employer, I gained something
from you guyz.. i'll see you somewhere there in makati..:)

kantang-tula

ito ay dapat sanang lyrics ng kanta.
OO.. tama ka.. kanta nga ang narinig mo.
gusto kong gumawa ng kanta..
PERO.. ISANG MALAKING PERO!
parang hindi naman ito pwedeng kanta
parang ang naisulat ko eh pang tula pa din..

kung ganun.. sa tingin ko tula pa rin nga ito.
pero kung sino man kayang lapatan ito ng tono
eh sobrang matutuwa ako.. dahil kanta nga ito dapat eh..
susubukan ko siyang palapatan ng musika kung pwede..

para nga pala ito sa kanya..
alam na niya kung sino siya at wag ng umissue pa.
hahahaha.. masaya lang akong nagsulat ng di mo maintindihan
kung kanta o tula o sadyang mga salita lang..
ito nga pala iyon...

ilang beses ng nagtatanong
ilang beses ng urong sulong
hindi makuha ang sagot
sobra nang bagot na bagot

nangangapa sa alapaap
na parang dinuduyan ng mga ulap
nawawala ako, nawawala ako
maari mo ba akong ibalik sa'yo?

natatakot, nagtatago, nagugulo
lagyan ng ilaw ang nilalakaran ko
wag kang bumitiw sa aking kamay
pagkat ayaw kong mahiwalay

ikaw ang dahilan ng saya
habang kumikinang ang mga tala
humahampas ang hangin
at malayo ang tingin

yakapin ako ng mahigpit
at hayaan mong ako'y kumapit
hinding-hindi ako aalis
hangga't yan ang iyong nais.

~r.i.z~

Lazy dear..

Thursday morning isn't that good. I was so lazy the whole day.
Perhaps, I just wanna go out of the company as soon as possible.
I do not want to do my works anymore simply because I know deep in
me that I'm not enjoying it anymore..

I still have a week to stay..
God, please help me survive for one week..

humps and bumps

I am not good as it seems
a lot of things are going through my life now.
I don't know what to think of
and I definitely don't know what to do.

Humps and bumps..
Yes! I have them all at once.
sadness.. Check!
Hurt.. Check!
Worries.. Check!
Tears.. Check!

Everything is in me today,
so here I am managing to stay still
looking at the mirror and staring at myself

Thanking the one above for putting even a single smile on my face..:)

GOOD NEWS FOR TODAY!:)

For almost 8 months that I have been working I always hear myself complaining about the things that I do in the office. I am truly honest with myself that I am not not enjoying my work anymore and I have been waiting so long just to gain that 6 months of experience (for resume purposes only). From the time I was regularized I have been thinking of finding another job that would compensate me well and will give the enjoyment that I was looking for. I tried sending my resume again to different companies in Makati and waited for them to respond. Until the moment that I was able to meet my former classmate inside the fx. It was actually a coincidence, I cannot remember her name but we made “chikkas” and everything. She asked for my mobile number and so I gave it to her finding out that she’s also thinking about my name.. hahahhaha! then I asked her to give me a call if they have any available jobs in the office. The funny thing is that after she left the fx that was the only time when I remembered her name.. hahahahha..

After a week she called and told me that somebody from their office just resigned. I was so eager go to their office for an interview. So I passed my resume to her boss and had a face-to –face interview with them yesterday...
The greatest thing that happened is that I received an email from them.

“Thank you for coming into the office yesterday morning. Please find attached our formal offer of employment as discuss.

We look forward to growing with you.”


After I read the message, I felt so happy.. woohhooohh!! Finally! I’m so excited to work with them.. New environment, new friends, new boss, new routine, new office and new challenges of course! Thank you Lord for this opportunity and I also want to thank my classmate for referring me to her boss.
I’m looking forward in working with you guyz..
See you all soon..:)

hello guys.. where are you? yuhoooo!!!

It’s been quite a while since I last had a full blast party with my high school friends. Some of them flew out of the country and already starting their life now but what about the others? I wonder where they are now... I wonder how they are doing with their careers and personal lives. Way back when we were all young I always thought that we’ll be all together until the end and I was never prepared for changes like these. I’m always proud of the group that we were able to surpass all the challenges together and stayed together for years but now? I don’t know what’s happening... Are they gone? Am I still remembered or is it just the way it should be? Maybe when your friends are starting to fall in love and have their own “special someone”, I think that is the beginning of all the changes you might encounter. Hmm... but that’s alright.. it’s fine really... it’s just that I’m missing the group so much and I want to see them again and feel like the old times..

Wherever you are guys.. I want to see you all.. November is coming up.. let’s have a Halloween party again! This time will be ours..:) see you soon guys.. missing u all so much!:)

LOVE SPEAKS

I am writing these words now
while listening to my heart's vow
I could also hear it shouting your name
and i know we're just feeling the same

Look at me from where you are standing
this is what i have become from believing
how much God is working between us
and how much more time had passed.

This is to prove how thankful I will always be
for all the happiness that i was able to see
because you were there to catch me,
you saved me from all the miseries and now I am free.

From this day, I would like to tell the world about this
because this is my one moment of bliss
I'm so grateful I have found you
in a world where true love has no clue.

I thank you for the love and care
for all the things that we share
thank you for the patience and uderstanding
especially during our times of misunderstanding

I'm endlessly thanking the one up above
for giving me this kind of love,
for giving us time to cherish this gift
as long as we stick from our belief.

I am yours and you are mine
and everything is gonna be fine
for true love will always find its way
and will keep every reason to stay.

09/03/2010
**riz**
~this is for you..:)