NOT THAT EASY

There's no other way to say it,
But to write it in words,
Since this is the only chance,
You would listen to what I have to say.

I see you exactly from where I am,
But you're too far to reach,
I see how you do things clearly,
But it's too distant to feel.

I must say I miss you,
But that's just it,
I guess you haven't felt it that way,
or maybe you just ignored it anyway.

I've been longing to see you,
I've been wanting to be with you,
to hug you and kiss you,
But things seems to be so much for you.

I did my best not to cross the borderline,
Yet still struggling to hold back,
It's really not that easy man,
Especially that I know you'll never be mine...

SPACE

Can I just have this moment,
Cause there's a feeling of sentiment,
Can't even get you out of my head,
And there's this emptiness until I get to bed.

I just want to hear you say "Hi!"
And won't let you speak the word goodbye,
It's been a while since I last seen your face,
And been hating this so-called "space".

I miss how those eyes look at me,
It shows how you've been wanting me.
It captures my soul entirely,
And would love to have you exclusively.

If only you would know how it feels,
How this "missing you" really kills,
But what can I do to have you?
If we both know it isn't due...

YOU PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE

We met unexpectedly,
at an event where we work hardly,
We began to talk so lightly
And that's the first time you put a smile on my face so dearly.

The second time wasn't bad either,
at the same event a month after,
had a chance to talk with you in any case,
Surprisingly, you got to put a smile again on my face.

We started talking for seconds,
We then became amazingly good friends,
And started going out for a while.
Then I realized, you put a smile on my face with your style.

Tonight as I look back on those smiles,
I see clearly how we need to part a hundred miles,
And it's just the way I think it should be,
Until I get those smiles truly back in front of me.