This is one of the most unwanted days I had so far, feeling so dumb, pointless and useless. I’ve been very silent for almost the whole day thinking about almost running away from where I am but luckily, I ended up lying in bed watching one of my favourite movies. HONEY.
I’d watched it for the Nth time but this is the very first time that I decided to write something that really inspired me. There’s this scene where honey thought of what makes her happy, after hearing that line I paused for a while and asked the same question to myself... “What really makes me happy?”.
At this point I’d be honest I am seriously clueless about myself. Where I’d be and what will I be doing in the future. I’m thinking about where life would take me. Today, I got nothing. No job, No money, nothing to do. Everything was negative, my life has no direction and almost all the people around me can say something negatively about me and what I am doing about my life. I’m perfectly NOTHING. The only thing I got was my dreams and ambitions and they are all just pure ideas. Unlike Honey, she has the guts, she has the moves, the beat and the skills. But me? I am just a frustrated dancer and a street dancing fan. I can’t even shake my butt and do the “otso-otso dance”. I have nothing to show off.
But there’s this thought that really inspired me. It made me remember what I can do, what Development Communication was all about and made me realize what really counts in this life. It’s not who you are, It’s not what you achieved or how great you are. It’s how you look at people, helping them and bringing out the best in them and believing in yourself. No matter how big or small your deeds are it counts and it could change the lives of other people. Being good is a choice, it cost nothing but it creates so much.
hala.. bakit di maayos ang spacing?? toinks!
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